Single Card 120508

I did a single card pull last night, 5 of swords, using the Druid Craft deck. There has been some dissapointment in life lately, but how to come out of it?

10222008 sleepless dream

Last night I woke at 1:30 am unable to sleep. Read for at least an hour and tried to sleep. I had a dream. I was at a huge outdoor party, surrounded by unknown people-couldnt find DH. Found a cat, not mine, and carried it back to the gate with me for comfort. I looked down and the ground was covered with dead birds. Little black ones. There was no place to step without stepping on their little bodies. Farther up the hill there were larger birds, some of them ducks. When I got to the gate, there were more small animals dead on the ground, four pawed but I could not tell what they were. The next portion I remember was entering an empty apartment and seeing the exit paperwork and DH had an adress but left my space blank.

Most of this to me speaks of dissappointment and fear in so many areas of life. I don't know how to cope yet.

Chalice and Wand reading 082808

Using the Druid Craft tarot-Chalice and Wand spread

Signifyer-10 of Cups
What covers-III The Lady
What crosses-V The High Priest
What crowns-4 of Pentacles
What is beneath-0 The Fool
What is behind-3 of Pentacles
What is before-XII The Hanged Man

What is feared-Prince of Swords
What others feel-Prince of Pentacles
What is wished-I The Magician
What may come-VII The Chariot

Two things with this that struck right away. My other half did a one card pull the night before and drew the Magician in his deck. Last week I saw the Chariot live. A trailer on a motorcycle with one black and one white standard poodle standing in it enjoying the ride. Quite different.

Instead of summary now of the reading I choose to incubate in the dream world.